Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Fuckin Retards

Anonymous said...

I know. I used to think and act that way too. I believed I knew more than anyone else and I was my own man. Doing what I wanted to do, when I wanted to do it. No one told me what to do. I've already been there. Traveled the world.. no biggy.. Wine, women and song.. to the max. Money? always. .. none of that garbage filled that emptiness i felt inside. And you know as well as I do. Sure, life can be fun. It's all what you can make it out to be. But after a while, it all gets old, swede20 and Spooksta. But in the end, It doesnt matter to me what you believe. I really dont care. I've been there, done that and more. So I'm not impressed or bothered by what anyone tells me. So, in other words. wake up, get your head out and face some reality. I did I finally realized what I needed inb this world. but it wasnt a what.. it was a who. and it wasnt any of this nonsense religion garbage. It was a person. And that person was Jesus. He changed my life and made me realize my worth. So whether you want to party and have fun for a while or you believe that what I said was so called gey. thats alright. Dont matter to me what you think of me. I've been where you are. been there, done that and more. Know Jesus, Know Peace.... No Jesus, No peace. In other words. and in spooksta's words. in all honesty, your comments are too plain and too simple.. Spooksta said it right. Money? i have it. hasnt made things any better... women? same difference.. drugs? galore. wine and dance? gimme a break. Vegas was my life. Dont need ithat garbage anymore.. but then again.. thats too plain and simple for you to understand.. my friend.



Why anonymous? Don't want anyone to know how gay you are. Jesus....let's talk about jesus. Which do you find more pathetic? A man who lives his life for himself and his family? Or a man who lives his life sucking the dick of a fictional character in hopes to have a better afterlife? I think you know my answer. First off and foremost I wanna get something out of the way.......you seemed to have misjudged me. I have no interest in drugs, drinking, dancing, women, or any of the ignorant nonsense you spat out in your comment. I have a wife and 2 kids and they are my only concern....so for that, choke on your own feces. That being said, if you really have done the things you say and Vegas was your life, then you really should just blow your head off because that's the saddest thing I've ever heard. Do you really think any of that means anything? Do something.....something that doesn't come from a cheesy brad Pit movie. Fuck all that nonsense. perhaps you shoud go back to what you were doing and get this jesus bullshit out of your head. Start drinking, womanizing, doing drugs again. Then...your dick will fall off and we won't have to worry about you reproducing. You can become an alcoholic and we won't have to worry about seeing you anywhere but a bar....with all the other losers. Finally...you could die of a drug overdose and rid the world of your stupidty altogether. Just a thought, but really...doesn't that sound like heaven on Earth? A life without idiots trying to tell you how it is and what is best. Tell me.....fuck you. You tell me nothing. I've shit more important things then you.

Monday, March 06, 2006

God is Dead

"I hear your pain and anguish. But. You were created for a reason. Jesus died for you so that you could be with him. John 3:16 says For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son so that whoever believed in him would not perish but have eternal life.

Dont let the wrold or the devil deceive you. You have worth. You were made in Gods image. Call on God and Jesus to show you and help you. He will answer you.

ojnaran1979"


Comments like these make me question the IQ of the overall population. Seriously, do you really think jesus and god are really out there watching and protecting you. Really, people say I'm insane but who is grounded in reality here, me or you? It's simply mind boggling that anyone can think that there is any reason why we are here other than to just get by, survive for a few years and then become part of the food chain. I have no dillusions of floating off in the sunset with angels and past loved ones. Nor do I entertain any thoughts of burning in the pit. Plain and simple religion has warped your fragile little mind as well as the rest of the civilized world. Truth be told we were around long before "god" and will be around long after. We are animals......not divine creations. We use to be monkeys.....not children playing in the garden of eden. Plain and simple the whole story was just created to control, to pacify, and sedate us. What better way to rule a society than to pump them full of stories of damnation and ritgeous enlightenment. If someone shows me the arc of the covenant, or proves the spear of destiny is real, or shows me the holy grail, then I will spend some time worrying about "god" and his "son". Until then, all this is a waste of time. I know I wasn't created by anyone other than my parents having a night of wild drunken sex, as were most of us. Deal with it. Get your head out of the clouds and come back down to Earth you misguided twats, you might find the view is much nicer when you lift the shroud of illusion from your eyes.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

The Cruel Joke


It seems as though it were yesterday that I was a god. Now, only a pathetic man. Fifteen years old, 6'2", 135 lbs, bench press 300 lbs, no fear, no pain, no emotion, no regret, no worries, nothing to lose and didn't care if I lost. Affected by nothing, untouchable, strong, A GOD. Now, twenty-five years old, overweight, balding, tired, high blood preasure, no lung capacity, no life, unfortunately, no death, I work, i have nothing to show for it, I want, and don't receive, have nothing, am nothing, I'm just like you. Funny huh? This is life. This is the joke. We are the punchline. Fuck life. Fuck god. Fuck it all. If this is all there is, then why are we here? Who are we amusing? If I had my way I'd set fire to it all. See who'd be laughing then. Personally I don't think this shits funny anymore. I'm offended. Someone had better make it right soon or.....well I guess nothing. What's to do? Fuck it. Fuck it all!

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

All is Lost

There is nothing left in the world for me to do that hasn't been done already. At least nothing legal. So what now? Kids.....got 'em. Good job......got it. Wife? Had one, got rid of her, and got a new one all is good. So what? I'll figure it out I'm sure. It just amazes me that people can live to be 90 and not kill themselves from boredom. What is there left? Nothing. In any event I'll figure somehting out I'm sure. It'll get better......right?















Yeah this is it welcome to hell.

Wrap your mind around this one.

Wrap your mind around this one if you can. People who have near death experiences claim to see a light at the end of a tunnel, at least a lot of them do. To me, this sounds like childbirth. Think about it, what if this is the afterlife......what if this IS Hell. Possibly the life you lived before determines the quality of the next life. So causing a viscious cycle of suck. Let's say Bill Gates, for instance, he's got more money than god, probably has everything he ever wanted, right? He was a missionary or some shit, earning himself a better life the next go around, and he didn't do to bad for himself. Now myself, on the other hand, I must have been a rapist or serial killer because my "quality of life" is an oxymoron in itself. There is no quality, just quantity. There is just to much of a bad thing. "So if you don't like life quit crying and do something about it" right? Fuck You. There's nothing to do about it. Change. Change is only available to those who can afford it. Or those who have time to accomplish it. There is no change only tolerance. Tolerance of the things I hate the most. Those things that make me miserable. Tolerance of you. That's right I said you. "So what did I ever do to you?" You're here aren't you? One of the biggest problems with the world today is we live here. We are a virus that consumes and destroys everything we come in contact with not unlike Cancer. So if we are parasites what does that make god? God? There is no god. If I had to worship a god, I'd worship Ira Boots the CEO of the company I work for. He is god. His decisions and actions directly affect and influence my life. Or how about George W. Bush? Isn't he god. He seems like he should be. He's doing as good a job as the other did. Or, my favorite, the almighty dollar. There is a god. I bow down and worship every time I light a cigarette, or eat a hot pocket. Absolutely nothing in life can be achieved without money, so to hell with evrything else,oh wait we're already in hell so Fuck it. Have a nice day.