The Cruel Joke
It seems as though it were yesterday that I was a god. Now, only a pathetic man. Fifteen years old, 6'2", 135 lbs, bench press 300 lbs, no fear, no pain, no emotion, no regret, no worries, nothing to lose and didn't care if I lost. Affected by nothing, untouchable, strong, A GOD. Now, twenty-five years old, overweight, balding, tired, high blood preasure, no lung capacity, no life, unfortunately, no death, I work, i have nothing to show for it, I want, and don't receive, have nothing, am nothing, I'm just like you. Funny huh? This is life. This is the joke. We are the punchline. Fuck life. Fuck god. Fuck it all. If this is all there is, then why are we here? Who are we amusing? If I had my way I'd set fire to it all. See who'd be laughing then. Personally I don't think this shits funny anymore. I'm offended. Someone had better make it right soon or.....well I guess nothing. What's to do? Fuck it. Fuck it all!
posted by Spooksta at 6:09 PM
9 Comments:
There's only one reason to live, and that's having fun - if you're not having fun - then there's something you're doing wrong... or not doing at all... :p
In all honesty, that remark is gay, plain and simple
Spooksta
I hear your pain and anguish. But. You were created for a reason. Jesus died for you so that you could be with him. John 3:16 says For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son so that whoever believed in him would not perish but have eternal life.
Dont let the wrold or the devil deceive you. You have worth. You were made in Gods image. Call on God and Jesus to show you and help you. He will answer you.
ojnaran1979
If you want to be with him,,,you'd better die now
I know. I used to think and act that way too. I believed I knew more than anyone else and I was my own man. Doing what I wanted to do, when I wanted to do it. No one told me what to do. I've already been there. Traveled the world.. no biggy.. Wine, women and song.. to the max. Money? always. .. none of that garbage filled that emptiness i felt inside. And you know as well as I do. Sure, life can be fun. It's all what you can make it out to be. But after a while, it all gets old, swede20 and Spooksta. But in the end, It doesnt matter to me what you believe. I really dont care. I've been there, done that and more. So i'm not impressed or bothered by what anyone tells me. So, in other words. wake up, get your head out and face some reality. I did I finally realized what I needed inb this world. but it wasnt a what.. it was a who. and it wasnt any of this nonsense religion garbage. It was a person. And that person was Jesus. He changed my life and made me realize my worth. So whether you want to party and have fun for a while or you believe that what I said was so called gey. thats alright. Dont matter to me what you think of me. I've been where you are. been there, done that and more. Know Jesus, Know Peace.... No Jesus, No peace. In other words. and in spooksta's words. in all honesty, your comments are too plain and too simple.. Spooksta said it right. Money? i have it. hasnt made things any better... women? same difference.. drugs? galore. wine and dance? gimme a break. Vegas was my life. Dont need ithat garbage anymore.. but then again.. thats too plain and simple for you to understand.. my friend.
Fux, read the front page fucktard
well, like I said before. been there, done that and more.. you'll see.
So whats the good word, Spooksta.. still feeling like life is worth living or do you feel pretty much lonely inside.
ojnaran1979
I still think you're a faggot if that answers your question.
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